KIND OF BEEN FEELING  DEPRESSED THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS, THE ONE PERSON I TRULY LIKE AND HAVE FEELING FOR IS NOT TALKING TO ME RIGHT NOW. HE THINKS IM TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE. WORDS ALMOST CAN’T DESCRIBE HOW THIS FEELS. THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON YOU HAVE FEELING FOR TO JUST STOP TALKING TO YOU.  I REALLY DON’T KNOW IF WE WILL EVER TALK AGAIN. I KNOW I WILL BE OK EVENTUALLY I KNOW TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS. BUT THIS IS A BIT TO MUCH. I WASN’T PREPARED FOR THIS, BUT I DID KIND OF SEE IT COMING. IT SUCKS WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR TELLING THE TRUTH, BUT YOUR STILL BEING ACCUSED OF LYING. INSECURITY IS SO DESTRUCTIVE. I BELIEVE THIS IS FOR A REASON .I’VE BEEN TOLD I NEED TO MOVE ON, THAT THERE’S SOMEONE BETTER FOR ME. I KNOW I WILL EVENTUALLY. I KNOW I NEED TO PREPARE EMOTIONALLY, BECAUSE IF THIS IS TRULY IT, I NEED TO BE PREPARED.