A SHORT LOVE POEM..

A JOURNEY OF TRUE LOVE, SPREADING WINGS OF FRIENDSHIP WIDE LIKE A DOVE.
FLOATING IN A BOAT NEEDS PADDLING AT BOTH, CROSSING WAVES OF DISHONESTY HIGH AND ABOVE. IF THERE IS A VACUUM, FILL IT WITH BELIEF, THIS RELATIONSHIP MAY NOT BE PERFECT BUT DO NOT LEAVE.

FEEL SORROW FOR THOSE EMPTY OF AFFECTION, ALL THEY SEE DESPISE AND NOTHING LESS THAN GRIEF.
I FEEL A CONNECTION, I LIKE BEING AROUND YOU, WHAT DO YOU CALL THIS RELATIONSHIP? LAW OF ATTRACTION OR FLAW IN A FACTION.

WISH THE FAIRY TALES WERE TRUE TO BELIEVE, YOU WOULD COME BACK EVEN WHEN YOU LEAVE.
YOU CALL IT CALM BEFORE THE STORM, IT IS LOVE THAT HAS MADE ME COME THROUGH THICK AND THIN, IS IT A NORM? STAY CLOSE STAY MINE, IT IS NOT THE END IF IT IS NOT FINE.

ADMITTING WRONGS..

BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO DON’T ADMIT THEIR WRONGS MAY NOT BE A GOOD THING. A REAL MAN/WOMAN IS GOING TO ADMIT WHEN THEY’RE WRONG. EVERYONE KNOWS WRONG FROM RIGHT. SOME PEOPLE WILL DO YOU WRONG AND HURT YOU, AND YET IT’S LIKE THEY DON’T SEE IT. THIS CAN BE REALLY ANNOYING AND FRUSTRATING. ANYONE THAT CAN’T ADMIT THEIR WRONGS CLEARLY HAVE ISSUES THAT THEY NEED TO WORK ON. WE SOMETIMES HURT OUR PARTNER INTENTIONALLY AND UNINTENTIONALLY. YOU MAY PURPOSELY HURT YOUR PARTNER DUE TO SOMETHING THEY DID. BUT TWO WRONGS DON’T MAKE A RIGHT. NO ONE IS PERFECT. BUT YOU CAN RIGHT YOUR WRONG BY ADMITTING YOU WAS WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE. TELL THEM HOW IT MADE YOU FEEL WHEN YOU SAW HIM/HER DO OR SAY WHATEVER IT WAS YOU DIDN’T LIKE. WAIT FOR AN APOLOGY, IF HE/SHE DON’T APOLOGIZE, YOU MAY WANT TO START RETHINKING YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT INDIVIDUAL.

SHORT RELATIONSHIP POEM..

THE LIES OF LOVE SEPARATES TWO ATTACHED DOVES, BRING A SHINE TO MY WHINE, LET’S FLY BEYOND AND ABOVE.

THINKING OF TIMES WE BOND TOGETHER, NOW BALANCING OUR RELATIONSHIP ON

A SINGLE FEATHER, PERHAPS I THOUGHT AND BELIEVED IN YOU, TO BE BETTER.

STAY CLOSE BUT NOT TOO NEAR, CAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO SEE ANOTHER LAYER,

DON’T LEAVE ME IN DARK, I AM STRANGLING IN FEAR.

HOLD ME TIGHT AND MAKE IT RIGHT, GIVE US ANOTHER CHANCE TO GET THROUGH  THE NIGHT.

BEHOLD! I CAN WITNESS SOME HOPE AND A SPARKLING LIGHT.

 

 

IT’S NEVER OK..

SO IS IT THAT SOME PEOPLE THINK JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE OR EVEN A MARRIAGE, THAT THAT PERSON HAVE THE RIGHT TO PUT THEIR HANDS ON THEM ANY KIND OF WAY? I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT THIS. DO YOU THINK THIS MAY BE WHY THEY DON’T DEFEND THEMSELVES? WELL NEWS FLASH, NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE HAVE THAT  RIGHT TO DO HARM TO YOU. IT IS NEVER OK AND YOU DON’T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT.  YOU NEVER HAVE TO BE SOMEONE’S PUNCHING BAG. YOU ALWAYS DESERVE BETTER WHETHER YOU BELIEVE YOU DO OR NOT. I DECIDED TO WRITE THIS BECAUSE MAYBE IT COULD GET THROUGH TO SOMEONE THAT NEEDS TO SEE IT.

A PROPOSAL LOVE STORY..

AS USUAL AVRIL’S DAY STARTED WITH AN ALARM AT 6 IN THE MORNING. SHE FELT LIKE NOT LEAVING THE BED; HOWEVER, IT IS NOT HER USUAL ROUTINE. SHE IS IN FACT, VERY ACTIVE, SHE DOES YOGA AND RUNS IN THE MORNING. BUT IT IS NOT THE SAME TODAY, SHE FEELS LOW AND HELPLESS IN HER OWN WORLD. AVRIL, A TEAM LEAD IN A SOFTWARE COMPANY  HAS ALWAYS BEEN A DEDICATED PERSON TOWARDS HER WORK AND LIFE. ALWAYS A PROBLEM SOLVER IS NOW STRUGGLING TO GET ANSWERS FOR HER OWN LIFE. SHE FEELS LOW, DEPRESSED, AND HELPLESS SINCE LAST WEEK, AFTER SAMUEL PROPOSED AVRIL FOR MARRIAGE, SHE IS FEELING LIKE THIS. AS SHE NEVER EXPECTED SOMETHING LIKE THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN HER LIFE. AVRIL AND SAMUEL HAVE BEEN GREAT FRIENDS SINCE DAY ONE WHEN THEY MET IN THE OFFICE DURING INDUCTION IN THE YEAR 2016. AS BOTH OF THEM WERE NEW AND FRESHER, THEY COULD CONNECT WELL. GRADUALLY THEY BECAME GOOD FRIENDS. HOWEVER, JUST A YEAR BACK SAMUEL CHANGED HIS COMPANY AND JOINED SOME OTHERS, STILL THEY WERE GOOD FRIENDS AND USED TO CATCH UP ON WEEKENDS. EVERYBODY IN THE OFFICE KNEW THAT SAMUEL HAD A SOFT CORNER FOR AVRIL, HE LIKES HER A LOT. TO SOME EXTENT, AVRIL ALSO LIKED SAMUEL. BUT BECAUSE OF HER PAST SHE WAS NOT READY TO ACCEPT ANY SUCH FEELING. SHE WOULD DENY ALL SUCH FEELINGS. AVRIL NEVER SHARED HER PAST WITH ANYBODY, NOT EVEN WITH SAMUEL, AS SHE NEVER FELT IT WAS NEEDED. SHE IS A STRONG HEADED GIRL, WHO FOUGHT ALL THE ODDS IN ORDER TO GROW IN HER LIFE. SHE LEFT EVERYTHING BEHIND, AND JUST FOCUSED ON HER PRESENT. A GIRL WHO IS VERY OPTIMISTIC, POSITIVE, AND CHEERFUL HAD HER OWN SHARE OF PAINS, WHICH SHE NEVER SHARED WITH ANYBODY. PEOPLE AT THE OFFICE LOOK UPON HER WHENEVER THEY FIND THEMSELVES STUCK. TODAY, AVRIL FELT REALLY ALONE AS SHE HAS NO ONE TO SHARE HER FEELINGS WITH. SHE CAN’T FIND ANYONE TO COUNT ON, SHE FEELS EXTREMELY SECLUDED. SHE MANAGED TO MAKE A CUP OF COFFEE FOR HERSELF, SHE SAT ON HER BALCONY AND STARTED SIPPING HER COFFEE. AND SUDDENLY SHE WAS THERE WHERE SHE NEVER WISHED TO GO….. IN HER PAST.
ALL HER PAST MEMORIES STARTED GUSHING OVER. SHE COULD SEE PAUL (HER EX-HUSBAND) PROPOSING HER FOR MARRIAGE. SHE WAS EXCITED, ENTHRALLED AND ON THE CLOUD NINE THAT DAY. WITHOUT WASTING A MOMENT SHE SAID ‘YES’ FOR THE WEDDING WITH PAUL. AS SHE ALWAYS WANTED TO MARRY HIM. SHE LOVED HIM ALWAYS FROM HER COLLEGE DAYS. IT WAS HER DREAM THAT CAME TRUE FOR HER. IN THE YEAR 2014, BOTH OF THEM GOT MARRIED IN A LAVISH WEDDING CELEBRATION THAT INCLUDED THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS. THEY CHOSE HAWAII FOR THEIR HONEYMOON AND SPENT 15 WONDERFUL DAYS THERE IN EACH OTHER’S COMPANY. THEY WERE THE BEST DAYS OF AVRIL’S LIFE. AFTER COMING BACK FROM THEIR HONEYMOON, THEY RESUMED THEIR OFFICES AND LIFE WAS GOING GOOD. UNTIL SIX MONTHS OF THEIR MARRIAGE, LIFE WAS GREAT. ONE DAY, AVRIL GOT A CALL FROM HER MOTHER THAT SHE IS NOT WELL. AVRIL CALLED PAUL AND TOLD HER THAT SHE IS LEAVING FOR HER MOTHER’S PLACE AND WOULD COME BACK AFTER A WEEK. SHE WENT TO HER MOTHER’S PLACE, LIVED THERE WITH HER MOM. AFTER FOUR DAYS SHE THOUGHT THAT SHE WOULD LEAVE A LITTLE EARLY AND SURPRISE PAUL. HER MOTHER WAS ALSO ABSOLUTELY FINE. SHE STARTED TWO DAYS BEFORE FOR HER HOME. ON THE TRAIN SHE WAS HAPPY WITH THE THOUGHT THAT SHE WAS GOING TO SURPRISE HER HUSBAND. SHE WAS PLANNING WHAT ALL SHE WOULD DO TO SURPRISE PAUL. SHE REACHED HOME, TOOK OUT HER KEYS AND ENTERED HER HOUSE, (THE HOUSE WHERE SHE STARTED HER MARRIED LIFE WITH THE LOVE OF HER LIFE PAUL). SHE HEADED TOWARDS HER BEDROOM TO KEEP HER BAGS AND RELAX A BIT, THE MOMENT SHE ENTERED HER ROOM, SHE GOT STARTLED.
WHAT SHE SAW WAS REALLY SHOCKING. PAUL WAS THERE IN THE BED ALONG WITH HIS BEST FRIEND LIZA. THEY WERE MAKING OUT, AND AVRIL NEVER REALIZED THAT PAUL WAS CHEATED ON HER. SHE WAS SHATTERED COMPLETELY, HER HEART BROKE. NOW SHE REALIZED THAT DIAMOND NECKLACE THAT SHE SAW SUDDENLY IN PAUL’S CAR WAS NOT FOR HER, IT WAS FOR LIZA. SHE COULD UNDERSTAND NOW, WHY SHE ALWAYS FELT THAT SHE LOVES PAUL MORE THAN HE DOES HER. SHE DIDN’T ASK ANYTHING FROM PAUL, SHE NEVER EXPECTED ANY EXPLANATION SHE WAS JUST BROKEN, COMPLETELY BROKEN. AND SHE JUST LEFT THE HOUSE, WHERE SHE WANTED TO SPEND ALL HER LIFE. WITH THAT SHE LEFT ALL HER DREAMS AND PAST BEHIND! SUDDENLY, THE DOORBELL RANG! AND WITH A START SHE CAME BACK IN THE PRESENT, BACK AGAIN IN THE BALCONY. SHE STOOD, WENT TO THE DOOR, AND OPENED THE DOOR. IT WAS SAMUEL STANDING WITH A BEAUTIFUL BOUQUET AND BROAD SMILE. AVRIL ALWAYS KNEW THAT SAMUEL IS A GREAT GUY, HIS FEELINGS ARE GENUINE AND HE IS A HAPPY-GO-LUCKY MAN. ANYBODY WOULD BE HAPPY TO HAVE HIM. “SHALL I GET IN OR YOU WILL LET ME STAND HERE ONLY,” ASKED SAMUEL.“AW! AH’ AM SORRY, JUST COME IN,” SAID AVRIL. AVRIL REALIZED THAT SHE ISN’T FEELING DISTURBED SEEING SAMUEL, IN FACT, SHE IS FEELING HAPPY. SHE NO MORE FEELS ALONE, PERHAPS SHE IS FEELING GROUNDED!“I WILL TELL EVERYTHING TO SAMUEL, BEFORE SAYING ‘YES” TO HIS PROPOSAL,” SAID AVRIL TO HERSELF WITH A SMILE!